Journal - Not Our Turn

I just posted a blog voicing my puzzlement at why I am so blessed with healthy babies, and why so many of my friends are not. I wonder what those friends will think when they read it. Will they agree with me and wonder why they suffer and not me. Will they wish we could trade places? When Carrie, the mother of two babies with heart defects reads it, will she ache as she relives her first telltale ultrasound? What will win out in the battle of her heart – joy that we escape her sorrow, or resentment that she did not have a expert opinion to wipe away her worries?